Whirling in circles.

Hi ppl.
Okok.
sry for not posting in a while.
Its just...
So many things happened aye?

FRIDAY
Went home @ 5 coz had Peixin function.
Was fun!
Though seriously, dinner wasnt that good...
I feel so sadd.
Our school's changed so much i dunno if our memories even existed...
-Sighs-

Monday
Loooong day.
Stayed for Talent-time.
Wow.
I liked the Band catagory!
Though it was very hard metal-like, kinda liked it. =p
Esp the 2nd Sec 5 grp.=)
Nice man! ;D

Today
Mmmm.
I guess the day didnt start well for some of us aye?
To a everyone who's sad.
These are a couple of songs to hear.
Read the lyrics, kayy. =)

1.Whatever it takes - Leona Lewis
(chorus)
Wherever it is I'll fly
Whatever it takes I'll try
So don't pay no mind to what other people say
Whatever it is my life, know that i'll be on time
'Cause you know why there's no standing in our way

2.Better in time - Leona Lewis
I'm gonna smile cause i deserve to
It'll all get better in time.

3.I will be - Leona Lewis
I will be
All that you want
And Gather myself together
'Cause you keep me from falling apart
All my life
I'll be with you forever
To get it through the say
And make everything ok

4.Footprints in the sand - Leona Lewis
You walked with me
When I was all alone
With so much unknown
Along the way
Then I heard you say
(chorus)
I promise you
I'm always there
When your heart is filled with sorrow and despair
I'll carry you
When you need a friend
You'll find my footprints in the sand

To that someone who's been really down.
Take it easy kayy.
This is a really crazy world.
Things just happen.

I've been reading this book by Jodi Picoult.
Seriously.
Its like when all else fails, there's always a sign of hope.
I really(x100) like that book. :D
Nice man!
I've also been listening alot to Leona Lewis ALOT lately.
Her songs fit the book i'm reading.
-sigh-
NICENICENICENICE.

Anyway.
Well.
I'm feeling empty nowadays.
Its like...
Sometimes i'm doing things sub-conciously...
I'm like a zombie.
Only its more alive.
Or an empty shell just drifting out to the sea; not knowing my destination.
-Sigh-
Then suddenly EVIL reality snaps you out of the trance.
Man.
-hais-
With that, i end my post.
With a sigh...


I'm going in circles.
So dizzy.
I want to close my eyes and never waking up.
But i know ppl will be sad, and its not worth it.
So how? -.-