Sunday, August 17, 2008

People like her are not worth to be crying over.

Sorry for not posting.
I guess it'll be hard for me to touch the com coz I think mt dad's gna ban me from the com. -.-
(LOOOOONG STORY)
Anyway.
On Friday.
I had the retest for NAPFA - 2.4kn run.
WOO-HOO!
I passed!
At 17:45!
That's my fastest personal record ever! ^^
*YaY*
Funny sia.
Mr Cheak this time not around coz he go take the pupils needed to pass the inclined pull-up.
Then after that, he say:
"You all dont like my face is it? I not around only then y'all pass... -.-"
LOL!
Then I was like ," Heehee. Ya lohh. XD"
SO LOL!
But i was so damn happy loh!
Can pass 2.4 FINALLY. >.<
But at a price.
I twisted my leg. -.-
Pain sia. x(
Bleahs.
Siann.
I want train running coz i will fail nxt year if I don't. -.-
But by the time we have time, it's nxt mth.
And its Ramadan nxt mth. -.-
No need run liao loh. -.-
Anyway.
Enough of the running crap.
*fast forward*
Finished art exam.
Woo-hoo!
Was kinda scared i couldn't finish it. *Phew*
Then IT.
Had some kinda of a crappy project.
-sigh-
This time was grp with Sab, Wen and Qi. =)
Thanks for being a grp with me. ^^
Then after school.
Felt empty for some reason...
Was damn sick all of a sudden. -.-
Dunno why.
Then had lunch and went for choir.
Me and Sab chatted while wen was playing the keyboard.
Alfiah was late coz she had to do the SKS art thingy.
I chatted until I nearly dozed off sia. XD
Not that the conversation was boring.
But coz i suddenly felt my eyelids were droopy and the air-con was so cool and nice to sleep in.
And well, zzz.
But so sad.
Sectionals had to start.
In between, wen cried.
For SOME reasons.
I could tell she was under alot of pressure.
Before combine, I asked Wen to go toilet.
Then we saw Alfiah and Shasha.
They talked while I went to the Ladies.
The next thing I knew, Wen was in Alfiah's arms, crying. -.-
I was like, Wen! What happen? Why you cry?
Then Shasha said something about the Lamest person on earth.
Uh-huh.
Then i saw Wip talking to HER.
Bleahs.
When I went back, the 2nd row was so empty.
Man.
So many things happened.
I really want to break down.
Coz i'm so tired.

These type of people are not worth to be shedding tears for larh.
As long as you show your tears, you're showing your weakness.
And you're agreeing wih her indirectly.
We're here for you, so you can approach us.
We won't eat you up.
That I promise. XD
Jkjk.
But anyway.
If she says that, this time, I'll do something.
It's been HELL ever since this happened.
What are we?
Exactly what are we that we must always be hurt by her?
Her puppet?
Her slave?
Her pet?
NO,
Then why must affect us so much?
What right does she have to do that?
I want so much to go the seaside and SCREAM AND SHOUT for all I want.
But apparently, I cant. -.-
-sigh-
If crying, slashin yourself, screaming wont help, what will?
What can I do to help?
I feel like an idiot.
I detest those type of people.
ALOT.

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