Friday, March 20, 2009

I.Dont.KNOW.

I realise I dont know what I want nowadays.
What am I living for?
Life is so hectic, but it's like, stretchy and monotonous.
Where's my direction?
Where's my beliefs?
Where's my confidence?

Where did I go? (O,O)

Right.
Dang.
I don't know what I'm feeling. -.-
They say that people who are in depression have no emotions. O.O
That's the difference between stress and depression.
What am I talking about.. -.-
Nevermind.
Gibberish session.
Anyway.
Went to paint the classroom yesterday.
Fun yaw! (:
Purple rocks!

But I find the blue nicer.
It makes the classroom radiate calmness.
*breathes deeeeeeeeeeply*
Continued a lil today, during lunch and aft Choir.

Almost everything's done, but apparently, there's not enough paint.
RIGHT. ._.
But really, the class looks nicer, more mellow, in a sense. :)

CHOIR
Woo.
Sectionals started off weeeeeeell!
Even though we sounded dead.
Sorry, but even I feel emotionless.
But hey, it got better! :D


I feel like singing my heart out now.


But I cant.
Coz it's almost midnight.
Sweet-nimbleits. ._.
Anyway.
Combine was well too! (For the girls)
WOO!

My mum said my voice is nice to listen to if I sing certain songs. :DD
Dunno why I'm super hyped ah.

Aft choir, went to help.
Home-ed.
Did lit hw halfway (ugh), then doodled on a pieve of paper.
Wrote some quotes I used to/want to/do live by.

Nina needs a balance in like.
A time for relection.

Perception.
Some people assume way tooooooooo much.
The contradiction of life.
Life ALWAYS brings us back to square one..

Yeah.
I knw, Sabrina, it's random.
AGAIN. -.-
Anyway.
I gtg.
My dad wants to catch some Zzzzs.
Nites!

Life sucks.

有时候,心里没有了任何寄托,做错事总在为自己找借口,
也许该来的总会来,该走得总会走。
在生命的轮回里,一切都是我们的过客只要来过,
拥有过,真正的感悟过,就让我们轻轻走...过。

Right, I know I'm being racist.
Basically.
It just explains that people miss the chances of love so easily.
Things that are yours, are yours.
Things that aren't, will never be yours.

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