Invisible.

Yo peeps!
Long time no post aye. ('^.^')
Hah.
I've been pissed so often these few days.
And, damn, I'm still sick.
HAH. (-.-)
The best thing?
MYE starts next Wednesday.
Oh, joy.
Besides, there's this flu bug in the class.
Seems every one's getting sick.
Personally, I think my case is a case of examination fever.

Honestly.
I've had enough of this crap.
I don't exactly care if you freaks ignore me.
I seriously don't care.
I have better things to worry about.
SICK.
For the other problem.
Darn it. (-.-)
I really don't want to care so much.

Yes.
Those are my rants for this past week.
Hohoho.
I sat down yesterday, thinking: Wow. I actually feel physically & mentally worn out.
My mum said that if I rubbed my hand (the thumb there) , I could sleep better.
That night, I started having a dream.
WEIRD. (But still cant beat Sabrina's weirdness. ;D)
Last night, I did the same.
And?
I had 2 nightmares.
In a row.
The first one was me falling into nothingness.
The feeling is so...
I don't know how to describe.
Anyway.
I woke up with a jerk.
Hooooo.
And that night, I turned on the fan.
Extra effects aye..
Thn the second one was meeting a possessed person, thn I touched him.
End up, that person came near to me and wanted to strangle me.
When that person came near to me, I woke up.
Just nice have to wake up for tuition.
Total weirdness.
Anyway.
The dreams freaked me out.
TOTALLY. (o.o)

Ho.
My mum thinks I'm too stressed up.
How not to?
MYE next week lehhhhh.
Thn alot of crap also.
How? (@.@)


Man, I just feel like breaking into pieces.
I feel like leaving everything behind, and just go somewhere.
Somewhere where I dont have to think of those crappy problems.
I am on the verge of falling.
Balancing everything is so damn-it-shit-stupidly hard.
As of now, I dont feel any emotion.
Nervousness?
Sadness?
Happiness?
None.
Only a heavy weight on my head.
Which is also causing me headaches. (-.-)
Each time I sit down and stand up, I see stars. (*.*)
Guess my blood flow's still not good.
Anyway.
My point is, maybe that's what people call it: depression.
Hohoho.
I dont know.

I just want all of it to stop.

I never wanted it.

Tag replies!
Ibc [24/4] - LOLS.
Sabrina [24/4] - LOL. Partly coz you were screaming your head off right? ;D
Wilson [24/4] - Right. No thanks. (-.-)
Stella [27/4] - Yo! Thanks for your concern! (: You takecare too! And Jiayous for your MYE too yeah? :D
Trevor [27/4] - LOL. Hmm, I guess I alr did. *slaps forehead*
Sabrina [28/4] - Hahahs! Relax ehhs..
Stella [1/5] - Hello! Thanks! (:
SZY [1/5] - ZIIIIYIIIIII~~~~ :D