If I Stay. Avalanche of tears.

Hey there! :)

Nameless Memory (무명 기억) - Heo Yong Saeng ; SS501
Eng Translation of this song. :) from the times we spent together, i pull you out from the times long ago.. the memories with you the past, nameless memories in the times i spent together with you, i was always alone our memories were precious but to me, nameless memories love.. remembers you memories.. remember me in that place,every day, now even the skies remember us the times with you, i think about keeping them all but they're all scars the nameless memories that have come in the empty space, yearning for you, i always waited for youthe past memories were precious but all that's left are nameless memories love.. remembers you memories.. remember me in that place, every day, now the skies remember usi gave you all of my love the times together with you in my memories my love, those long ago days will all become memories i loved you love.. remembers you memories.. remember me because i love you because i love you i always remember us love.. and memories now are memories with no mention of us ************************

I didnt take this song just coz it was from Yong Saeng of SS501.

HOHO.

I really like this song.

It's so..

Sentimental.

Fits me. :)

So.
Let's talk about today. :)

This morning was freaking WINDYYYYY~
Ohh, I loved the weather.
:D
But I had goosebumps.
Was feeling very chilly..
But I loved the feeling of it. =D
However, it rained, and it's VERY heavy.
Even though me & Sab took our brollies, some part of us still got drenched anyway.
LOL!

Lit
Freaking,irritating Dear Mr Yong gave us a test today.
(-.-)
Totally unexpected.
AND.
He said that if we get lesser than 7/10 for this test, we'll have to go for SRP.
I honestly dont mind going for SRP, but HELLO?!
On Friday?
If he doesn't have any CCA, most of us do.
GEEZ!

PE
Weewoot.
It was still raining at that time!
Hoho, so Mr Cheak showed us some vids on some volleyball matches.
Ohmytian.
The Brazillians ladies are really tall know.
Their avg height is all abt 1.8 cans.
(O.O)
Anw, aft that, we sat on the floor while trying to set the ball to our partners.
I partnered Sab, thn it was hilarious, know!
Guess what, the ball ended up in the BIN!
HOHO!
We were sitting near the bin, thn somehow, I setted a lil too far (HEHEHS!) , then it spun and ended in there.
XD

MATHS
Did practices.
Ah, today got Pythagora's Theorem test.
(-.-)
I know I 1 qtn wrong liao.
Bummer.
Besides that, the test is actually alright.

RECESS
Bought food, thn went piano area with Qi & Wen. :)
Went back class, and saw Sab emo-ing.
Turns out she was upset over some things.

CHEER UP, WOMAN! :))
SMILE. ^^

SCIENCE
I can't find a word to describe this.

GEOG
A decent lesson at last.
:D

ENG
Went through Reader's Digest. (again.)
Yeah.

Homed, hwk-ed.
Sat down and read finish If I Stay by Gayle Forman.
It's a really nice book.
Before I knew it, I was having an avalanche of tears streaming down my face.
Hahahs.
Bet ya people don't know I can be that watery aye. :)
Anyway, that book is seriously, really, veryveryvery nice. :)
It's about this girl, who got in to an accident.
In which her parents and her younger brother dies.
So she's the sole survivor.
However, she is comatose, and her "soul" is around, in the hospital, watching everything happening.

Now, she's left with 2 options.
1 - To give up, and leave behind her grandparents, boyfriend, best friend and her first true love, music and join her parents & brother.
2 - To fight on, and go back to her loved ones.

I particularly like this part, where her boyfriend (Adam) tells her things while she was still comatose, YET, Mia (the girl) has been watching every movement in the hospital.

'If you stay, I'll do whatever you want. I'll quit the band, go with you to New York. But if you need me to go away, I'll do that, too. I was talking to Liz and she said maybe coming back to your old life would be just too painful, that maybe it'd be easier for you to erase us. And that would suck, but I'd do it. I can lose you like that if I dont lost you today.
I'll let you go.
If you stay.'
Then it is Adam who lets go. His sobs bursts like fists pounding against tender flesh. "

Ain't it shweet?
Hahs.
But, I wasn't tearing over this part okay.
(;
It was this.

The tears fall onto my blanket, onto my freshly combed hair.
Gramps doesnt wipe his face or blow his nose.
He just let the tears fall where they may.
He looks like he's about to leave, but then he doubles back to my bedside, bends to his face is level with my ear, and whispers into it.
'It's okay,' he tells me.
'If you want to go. Everyone wants you to stay. I want you to stay more than I've ever wanted anything in my life.'
His voice cracks with emotion.
He stops, clears his throat, takes a breath, and continues.
'But that's what I want and I could see why it might not be waht you want. So I just wanted to tell you that I understand if you go. It's okay if you have to leave us. It's okay if you want to stop fighting.'

There.
This one.
I cried like..
An open tap.
I dont knw, i mean, it's like, granting Mia the wish to leave, and find her parents and Teddy.
It's a really difficult decision to make.

What would YOU choose?