Saddening

Hey people.
I've been reading past posts.
I've been looking at past pictures.
Had a great deal of time laughing like shit, and a great deal of time reminiscing.
Hahahah, didnt really realise I was that, um, RASH with words.
Yesssss, I should mellow down yeah.
But then again, I ENJOY reading my angry posts.
Entertaining.
And a lot of it made sense.
That's scary.
I was trying to find a fault in those posts.
I was also trying to see if I was even in the right state of mind.
Apparently, I was.
It made too much sense.
Damn.
My mum thinks I'm too rational.
Yes, I am, but she hasnt seen the really irrational and impulsive side of me.
Oh well.
I guess that day will come soon.
Soon to explode.
:o
Hmm, anyway.
I feel I have matured (if not much, at least a LITTLE) .
2009 was a pretty fruitful year for me, though, it was pretty rocky, and it was pretty much off to a bad start.
But, oh well.
Everyone has their own down moments yeah.

I've really learnt a lot last year.

Yes, I miss it.
But no point dwelling on it so much yeah..
What's important is NOW.
So, go, Nina, let go of the past, and move on.
The memories will ALWAYS be yours.
And so, continue making more memories, for yourself.
Yes, maybe I should be more optimistic.
:)
Though I must say, every little memory seems like it was just yesterday.
Especially that darkdarkdark time.
It's just so fresh and vivid and fresh in my mind.
Oh well.
It's 2010 alr, Nina, not 2009.
Wake upppppppp!
Yesyes.

I'm happy.
Because :
- There's no test next week. :D
- There's only 4 days of studying ! :)
- 2 more weeks till my phone contract ends :DDDDD
- 1 more week till HOLIDAY.

So yeah.
Stuff to look forward to.
:)
April's gna be interesting !
Got performance.
YAY. :D
Okay then.
Tataa for now.

Thought of the day;

Let go of the past, Nina.

Dont live in the past, it cannot happen every again.

Relieve it, but it alas, it will only be a memory.

Tried to say goodbye and I choke,

tried to walk away and I stumble.

Though I try to hide it, it's clear,

that my world crumbles when you're not here.