reminisce.

i still remember..
the first day i stepped up into the aichoir committee.
the first day i was a assistant treasurer.
and my reaction?

Priceless.
when sabrina lee asked us to close our eyes.
at that moment,
i could only think about how cold it was in the music room.
i could only think about the sec 4s stepping down at that point of time.
i could only think about it was actually raining.
when a colder hand touched me, my senses shot into action, as my mind tried to adjust with the sudden shock.
thats it.
shock.

then, came horror.

What?! im in the comm?
what?! i'm the assistant treasurer?
what?! can i even do it?

that was or still is, what runs/ran through my mind.
and now.
my turn to stepp down.
ahhhhh.
i didnt want to think so much about it.
but today's student council investiture and essay writing on "Leadership" brought these thoughts to my mind.

up until now,
i still feel haunted.