My last.

Yesterday was my last official choir practice.

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Oh damn.
I feel like crap.
Though I was at choir, somehow I already felt different.
hmm, how do i put it.
though i was there, i felt like i wasn't a part of them.
well, it feels great to be singing again, but the mood isn't there anymore..
everyone's talking.
*slaps forehead*
how i wish the year would turn back to 2008.
or even 2009.
hais.
i miss being a junior.
i miss the seniors.
i had dinner yesterday with ms ong, yuwen, sabrina, alfiah, tianjie, yingyang and bryan.
can you imagine it?
in my 4 years in ai, this was the first time i ate with ms ong.
haha.
the car ride there was epic enough.
:)
first, we started with indian workers waving to sabrina randomly.
ms ong concludes that they like sabrina. (Y)
then somehow we continued with alfiah saying hi to indian workers randomly.
hahaha, ms ong totally lost it.
LOL.
like TOTALLY.
So mainly, my presence in the car was just about laughing.
i swear my diaphragm was sore after all that.
then dinner was worse.
my diaphragm got worse.
HAHA.

hais.
this choir camp is overnight.
:(
i doubt i can stay.
hais.
i dont know.
i want to go choir.
but going there makes me sad enough.
besides, i really need to work hard for my studies.
i'm afraid.
really afraid that i cant make it.
:(
guess i have to try anyway.
I'm gonna apply for dpa.

so, here goes nothing?