bittersweet memories

school's starting in 3 days.
hais.
i'm stepping down next week.
it was supposed to be last week, but then ms ong was sick, so yeah.
well, it's a bittersweet moment, i guess.
i'm happy to step down, i mean, really.
but after all, i've spent 4 years in that lecture room singing almost every wednesday and saturday except for exam period.
but i've spent most of my time there nonetheless.
especially my last 2 years here.
this year and the one before has been the epitome of my cca life.
many things happened, challenges came, but along with the others, we overcame them one by one.
happy memories were made.
yes, there were hard times, but they passed anyway.
and it made all of us stronger, i guess.
what's even better, i've experienced a lot of "first times" there.
my first time singing on stage.
my first time putting make up on stage.
my first time singing out loud.
my first time joining talent time.
and so on...
can you imagine it?
i was closer to choir than i was to 3e4/4e4.
i dont mean i wasnt close to choir in lower sec, but in this 2 years, i didn't even fit in to my class.
sure, they're nice.
but somehow, we all have our own cliques.
it's not like how i was in 2e5; we sabo-ed people, disturbed teachers all as a class.
i dont deny that 3e4/4e4 is united too.
but its all in a different way.
gahhhhh why am i talking so much.
ok i shall go now.
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.