gotta live through this

See I told you I write better at night.
Hmm.
Haven't been writing lots lately uh.
It's National Day today :)

Happy birthday, Singapore! :D

Hmm.
Much has changed since my last wordy entry hah.
First, I've been to one of the DPA interviews.
Hais, nervous about the results, it's gonna be confirmed next week.
O levels chinese results this Friday.
More of scared for this one.
Gahh.
Mum says I shouldn't be scared since I already overcame the interview.
But still..
This is CHINESE we're talking about.
Then, um, there's my grandma living with me.
Well, it isn't a totally bad thing, but then again, we've had quite a few problems.
For one, taste buds.
We have different taste for food, so it's kinda hard to cook for my mum.
Especially so since this is the fasting month, so we have to think of something to cook or rather, buy so that we can all eat for breakfast.
Then hmm, I dont really have a room, because she has lots of stuff, so yeah.
Well, it IS the fasting month, so shan't complain so much.
Must sabar, though it ain't easy.
It's been very trying so far.
So I guess I've to try harder..
Bleah.
I want to watch Glee 3D! :p
Hais, this time, last year, we had talenttime.
Memories hahaha.
Now..
Going back to choir just ain't good for me.
Sometimes, I feel redundant there.
Besides, I'm given attitude although I'm trying to help. Hais.
Whatever, I guess.
What's worse, they tell me to come back even after graduation.
That's easy to say, but does it help?
It obviously has no help to me, because I dont lose anything.
Maybe I will miss Ms Ong, but hey, there's a reason why facebook exists lol.
And, besides, I think I'm probably happier without having to think about why is the choir like that.
As my dad says, I have nothing to do with the choir.
The sad thing is, everyone changes..
My passion for choir hasn't changed a single bit, but the people have.
Being there makes me sad, because listening to them makes me sad.
Listening to them makes me feel failed as a sectional leader, because all their techniques are gone.
And the current leaders aren't sure themselves.
Yet, it's wrong if I try to help, because after all, I'm a used-to-be.
Sigh.
Enough of choir, I've got to focus on studies now.

9 more weeks.