heyyy.
so i ended up not appealing.

1. dont meet cop.
2. i am so a f r a i d.

afraid of what, you may ask.
so many things, actually.
i'm so afraid that abm wont be what i expected.
and since it's so in demand this year, i was so afraid of the stress i'll face.
my mum encouraged me to appeal because she felt that i did a lot just to go to aabm.
which resulted in my tears.
sigh.
gotta kick this habit of crying over such stupid things.
where is the iron lady!
aigooooooo. *inserts dara's drama face*
anyway.
so i went to the appeal website.
and then i realised i couldn't even apply for abm.
tmd. no choice lol.
so that was it.
god made my decision for me.
hehe, i do think this happened for a reason. ;)

thinking back, i dont know what i was so hard up about.
maybe because so many people told me i could make it just with jpsae?
ha ha ha.
you guys think too highly of me.
i saw the kind of people that was there for the interview.
they didnt.
i kinda knew this was coming.
but haha, i guess i hoped.
thinking positively, with this course i'm in now, i can continue law in future!
heyyyyy heyyyyy heyyyyy criminal psychologyyyy :pppppp
haha.
and there's a psychology component!
i can continue psychology or business!
YEEHAW.
which is why im so alright with it.
jeez. to think that i was disappointed.
._. dad pointed out i can still go into the entertainment line if i want to.
well, every company needs a human resource department.
so technically, why not?
but then again, it's a risk i'm taking.
with the entertainment line in singapore, everything's limited.
unless i go overseas, of course.
BUT. money.
well.
i can venture into everywhere lol.
but i guess, i'll let nature take its course.
what happens, happens.

anyway, i'm meeting so many friends from kindergarten (?!) , primary and sec sch friends.
and so many of them taking business courses LOL.
and Vivian is in the same course as me!
heeeheeeheee!
and Weijie is in SP too!
LOL, same sch for 7 years and counting! :p
gosh, i cant wait for sch to start man!
meanwhile, im seriously so lazy to take on a job man.
but gotta get out of the house some time.
getting fatter sigh.

went to causeway today.
tried macaroons for the first time.
jeez, delifrance ones are so sweet ._.
walked into etude house and i was literally gaping.
ah i wanna buy so many stuffs from there!
there's this nail polish pack that has black and hot pink with a set of stickers for $12.90 but i believe my dad will kill me so i resisted :>
and there's this gloss and perfume set which is SO DAMN CUTE but they didnt state the price so i didnt dare to buy.
i'll be brave the next time and buy it!!!
and i needa get a mascara soon. meh. hope i dont spend too much.
mehhhh.
kay i've gotta go out early tmr, bye!