boy, I don't care

honestly, i dont know what do you want from me.
i really feel there isnt much we can talk about anymore.
we're already in different schools.
and i wish to distance myself already, so what's your problem man.
dont you even realise that i've been rejecting you countless times already?
i always get this feeling that you're using me.

for goodness sake, this is my friggin house.
not your hotel.
and please, my dad is not your chauffeur.
dont assume.
he is not obligated to do anything for you okay.
so dont fucking take us for granted.
i've been holding this in for a really really long time already.
i only stood up with it because initially it was just study sessions.
since we're all in different schools now, i dont see any need to meet up as often as before you know.
even during the study sessions, just because i was in a "better" (in your tongue) class, i had to bear with all your sacarstic remarks.
that what, i was in the best class but i was failing and all but i shouldn't and WHAT NOT.
if you insult me, fine, it's alright.
you guys just had to insult my friends to right.
seriously, they are MY FRIENDS.
whatever mistakes they have done, I KNOW.
what you don't know was the circumstances they were in.
so dont judge them.
in fact, you shouldnt even be judging anyone at all.
seriously, you dont have the right.
it's not like you're oh so perfect you know.
i can really do without friends people without you.
so i'd really appreciate it if you just live your own life, and i'll live mine happily.

when i cared, you didnt.

so right now, i dont either.