Baby, I'm sorry

I really hate that I feel too much.
I'm too empathetic.
After understanding Big Bang's songs (by reading the translations) , I can't help but feel affected.
God knows why I feel this way.
I haven't even been in love before.
But somehow..
I can relate to the song..
At first, I was just curious, since GD writes his own lyrics/music.
Yet the kind of songs he writes...
So sad la.
T.T

Right now, these are the 3 lines that are bugging me a lot.
It's just...
I can't help but think of it............

[SR]No matter how sad I am (I can only laugh)
[DS] Even though I’m tired and hurt (I can only endure)
[YB] Even if you leave (I cannot catch you)

This is from Until Whenever (refer to previous post).
Even listening to Lies, Fool or any another song makes me sad now.
UGH THIS HAS TO STOP.