Jerk.

Hi people.
Sorry, longlong time nvr post.
Let's start from Friday.
FRIDAY
Let's just skip to after school.
Choir
*sigh*
Why is it so slacky?

You know, there's this Japanese show about a robot boyf thing?
I was watching the last episode that night.
The ending's really touching.
And I ended up crying.
And I couldn't stop.

SATURDAY
Tuition-ed.
Got quite pissed along the way..
Went home.
Did Art.

SUNDAY
I ended up finishing the whole art thing by Sunday 2am.
Cool eh.

TODAY
Pissed.
Really pissed.
Now, I mean.
Nothing much happened.
Apparently, Mrs Chew was in a pretty good mood, so cracked some jokes around.
I gotta admit, she's a pretty nice person.
Geez, did I just say she was nice?
Oh well.
Hehehs.


I'm still pissed.
Fine, so. stay. away. from. me.
I haven't been this pissed before.
So thankyou very much.

Ugh.
I feel disgusted.
Ugh.
I feel like I've just been slapped.
Ugh.
I feel like strangling someone.
Ugh.
I have a sickening headache.
Ugh.
I haven't cried like, really cry, in quite a while.

Just so you know, yes, I was crying.
And I havent the slightest idea why I'm crying over a jerk.
I've never felt so disappointed and fed up before.
You really put me off.
Thankyou, champion.
You're an idiot, you know that?

So you think I'm that sort of person who tells on people's secrets.
So you think I'm that sort of person who takes revenge.
So much for being a good friend to you, seriously.

Ha.
It's so downright hilarious.
You think I'll try to break you up.
WHY. THE. HELL WOULD. I. WANT. TO.
Fine, you think I'm that sort of person.
Hey, seriously, just SHUT THE HELL UP CAN.
It's not her fault, I said it before.
Crap.
Am I not obvious alr.
So i'm not a good friend to you.
Fine.
Please.
You make me haywire.
I can stay away from them, but I just want to know why.
I. CAN. NOT. UNDERSTAND. WHY. YOU'RE. DOING. THIS.
Neither can I understand why you want me to know last.

There's no valid reason anymore.
There's no sense anymore.
What are you really thinking, I dont know.
Why are you doing this to me, I also dont know.
I never wanted to get close to you, you know.

Why the hell would I want to.
Yet it happened.
YOU allowed it to happen.
It's also my choice whether I want to be vulgar anot.
It was never your business TO BEGIN WITH.
It's also my choice to choose who's my friends.
Not you.
It was never ever you.

Why the hell are you trying to control me now?
Haven't you got her to control?
Why do want to know who I like so much?
Why the heck doesn it matter so much?
You wouldn't even believe me if I said it.
Why are you being so difficult with me?

Oh.
I forgot.
I dont even mean a single thing to you.
Not even near a friend.
I. Hate. You.
You may not know me, but those who do will know I rarely use the word hate.
And this time.
I really do.
You make me really effing irritated.

Why?
Why are you doing this to me?
I'm so sick.
I hate this part, right here.
BACK OFF.

I really have had ENOUGH.
Enough is ENOUGH.
I dont believe you anymore.
I'm sick and tired of trying to make out what the heck you're thinking.
I'm also sick of trying to save this friendship.

Remember this.
YOU made the choice of letting it go.
Not me.
Dont ever regret your decision.