30 things about me

1. I LOVE PURPLE.
2. I love cats!
3. Taylor Swift is my inspiration.
4. I hate crying in front of people.
5. I'm a sadist. I torture myself with the past everyday.
6. I can't stand a day without music.
7. My favourite year was 2009. many reasons.
8. I am currently obsessed with 步步惊心.
9. I used to play basketball. i started and stopped playing because of the same reason, though i wouldnt mind playing again.
10. I've liked someone for almost 3 years. what a waste of my heart..
11. I have a dream of going to Italy to go to all the theatres and museums there.
12. I love WICKED : The Musical.
13. I daydream. a lot.
14. I can't stand a clean sheet of paper. I'll end up doodling on it.
15. I keep real quiet if I'm pissed.
16. Even though it makes me nervous, I love the feeling of performing.
17. I wish to fall in love.
18. I prefer to keep things to myself even though I know I drive people mad when I do so.
19. In the choir, I can sing the Soprano and Alto parts.I prefer singing the harmony rather than the melody.
20. I don't open up to people easily. they may think they know me, but there's so much that they dont know.
21. I overthink too much.
22. I have sung till I cried. of course, that's when I'm alone.
23. I believe I had depression last year. Lots of crying seemingly without reason.
24. Sometimes, just sometimes, I wish that someone would give me flowers.
25. I hate being alone, but I've coped these 16 years. Still surviving.
26. I want my room back.
27. I love stories about royalty, those kinda history stories.
28. I wonder if I've had a past life/lives.
29. #29 reminds me of a lot of things.
30. I'm gonna be strong.