A load of my mind?

Yo people. :)
WOO, Yuwen's back today~ :D
*does a lil dance*
:D:D
Yes.
We're so different, yet so similar.
That's why we're called..?

TWINS. :D
Wooo~
Twin power uh!
FU YOUUUUU! :))

Yesh.
TODAY
Choir! ♥
:D
Yay~
Today's sectionals werent as pathetic as Monday's.
AHEH.
Yeap.
Thanks, twinnie, for the tee ! :D
:))
Then, did one notice board during lunch.
Woo!
God, she's like a bug ! D:
Then had combineeeee.
Learned new song!
Yay!
Jing-a-ling-a-ling!
Woohoo.
Though, it's pretty complicating.
Over the hills of snow~
And I genuinely felt happy singing today. :))
It was a load off my mind.
Which is why, I love Choir especially MORE during these occasions. (;
And yeah, AMANDA DEAR rocks ! :D
Thanks, amandaaaaaa dear~ :D
Yeap.
And, who want to go for the 18/19 Sept concert uhh?
AMANDA!
Go on the 18 also leh! :D
Go high tgt, like last time.
AHEHEH.
I want to go lah.
And it's like, $7.70 or even $11.20 for the better view ones.
Bleah~
Sabrina, Yuwen, Alfiah, GO GO GO ! :p

I ever wanted to say these.
"Mirror mirror hanging on the wall, you dont have to tell me, who's the biggest fool of all."
- Mirror Mirror ; M2M

"Silence is EVERYTHING."
- Silence ; Aly & AJ

"...Ignorace is BLISS."
- Never Again ; Kelly Clarkson

YESSAH.
Fabulous. :)
Really.
Looking at these days, I feel like leaving behind everything and packing my stuff PLUS my guitar and going to another foreign land.
Somewhere QUIET.
Then, I can FORGET everything.
Now, wouldn't that be nice? :))
After watching Hannah Montana : The Movie , it just got me jealous lahhhhh.
Like, HELLO?
The place is so nice lah can.
Then play guitar there.
Awws.
(Hmm, maybe even at the chicken coop. LOL!)
Jeez.
And the weather isn't like Singapore.
What's more, I like the green plains.
It's just so ...
Vast.
God, I really want to go to those places, like Tennesse?
Or maybe even in Perth.
*sigh*
And yet, reality comes barging through that door, crashing on my dreams.
Sad.
Why is life always so freaking stressed and fed up in Singapore?
It maybe an expanding economy, but, the pace of life is wayyyyyyy too fast.
I'd prefer somewhere slower.
After all, I'm a very slowwwwww person.
:DD
Hais.
And yes, in the end, I decided to go.
Face up to it.
Besides, I've got so much lovely people beside me.
My laogong and twinneh. :)
You guys rock!
And, laogong, dont paiseh uhh! :D

Tag replies !
The very angry sam : HARHARHAR. I know you're jealous, ADMIT it! :D *sticks out tongue*
That someone : Would you really?
Sabrina: Hahah, still online so late aye. O.O HEHEH. Small mehs.

Right.
I cant help but have this urge to post these 3 quotes I've found.
HEHEH.
:))

It's always the best policy to speak the truth -- unless, of course, you're an exceptionally good liar.
- Jerome K. Jerome

A lie told often enough often becomes the truth.
- Lenin

Truth is beautiful, without doubt ; but so are LIES.
- Ralph Waldo Emerson

If you want to tell the world, go ahead.

Whatever.

Lastly ,

"No sword bites so fiercely as an evil tongue."

- Sir Philip Sidney

Sorry !

Harlow people! :D
After seeing Yuwen's tags, I feel SUPER-DE-DUPER happy uhh.
WOMAN, I MISS YOU ! :D
Yeahhhh.
So let's start from SATURDAY !

Yesyes.
Saturday
Tuition was cancelled, so Daddy brought the family out for a breather. (:
Ineededit.
Then, went to Changi area.
Went to Changi Village.
There was a flea market there, and I saw The Lucky One ; Nicholas Sparks selling at $11 !
Frantic, I was like, pleading my dad to buy it. :D
And I succeeded. :))
Yay.
You know, if you buy it at like, Popular or Times, it's at like, $17.12.
:D
SUPER big discount lah cans. ;D
Yeah, then bought stuff to breakfast.
Then went to the nearby Changi Beach.
Lots of planes coming back.
*louddddd*
Which reminded me of Yuwen. D:
(And she's coming back tmr later!)
*triple yays*
Yeah, anyway, the sunset was LOVELY. :))

Sunday
Woke up real early, went Geylang Serai area.
Woo, there alot of people sia.
I keep getting headache. (-.-)
Oh yes, if you do get the chance to go the Geylang Pasar, do try out the Geylang CHENDOL.
It's fantabulousssss ~
Damn nice, though there's a pretty strong taste of egg.
(Dont know why eh.)
Yeah, bought my baju kurong too.
Sky Blue this year. :D
Then, left there early, and went Changi Beach (again, i know) .
It was like, around 4 + only mah.
And the weather was like, not too hot, so we went to rest there in the car. :D
And me, over here, ended up sleeping, and using the baju kurongs as a pillow.
HEH.
Comfortable EH! :))
(No, NO saliva. :) )
Also, the windows were winded down, so like, there's the breeze.
And I slept throughout the way home. :p
Wahahhaha ~

Monday
Had Choir.
Sectionals was ..
Coz there was like, only, erm, a handful of people.
Enough to squeeze in to ONE row only.
Yes.
That's how it is.
Ms Ang wanted us to practice on Voice Projection, so we did 2by2 and then solo.
Sabrina was like, getting us to do warm-ups loudly. :)
Then Bryan said with me & Amandaaaa, we could win an award. :B
That's just how loud we were.
HEH.
And the solo part was ..
Aheheh.
I need to work on my voice, get it rounderrrrrr.
:B
Yeah, thn had combine.
Well, things get better, dont they?

Today
Basically, I BARELY did homework.
But hey, I did finish like, 2and a half.
HEH.
Needa chiong ~
And, yay, Twinnie's back tmr! :DD
Miss her alot alot.
It's been too quiet without her. :B
Yeaps.

Tag Replies!
Yuwen (3Sept) - I already miss you like ...
Wilson (4Sept) - Hey. :) Thanks.
Xavier (4Sept) - Uhhuh, what's with it? o.o
Arina (6Sept) - Yeahyeah! :D Thankyous! :))
Traveller (6Sept) - Uh, okay?
Siying (6Sept) - Yeaps, okay. :)
Arina (7Sept) - Thanks! :) Do SMILE! The world looks brighter when you do. :)
Nicole (7Sept) - D: Miss you like mad alr lahhh. :B
Wilson (8Sept) - Yesh, updated..
Yuwen (8Sept) - Really? :) I love you like MAD too! Bleahs, you come back can liao LAH. :)

Yeahyeah, that's all for now! :)
Buhbye~

You said you understand how I feel, but do you really?
If you did, you wouldn't have mentioned about that.
You want to know what I held myself back?
There are really manymany reasons why.
But, one that I can say was, there is another.
I said I'd gotten over him.
But the truth is, I dont think I am.
So.
That's something that has been in my heart for a really long time.

That, I dont really want to take it out.
YESH.
So.
We can be on talking terms, yet, I'll have to admit, it's gonna be real hard to be like last time.

Bad day.

Hey everyone.
T'was a really bad day.
Hais..
What went wrong?
I have no idea. -.-
Everyone was in a bad mood.
It became a HUGE disaster.
I have no idea why.
I was just very into my book i was reading, then the next thing I knw, people were scolding each other.

He said, she said.

He shouted, she shouted.

He cried, she cried.

I really do sincerely hope every thing's gna be fine tmr..
-sigh-
I realised everything started with the stupid class picture thing..
Damn it.
Hais.

I think we should all know this:
Though we're all feeling like shit, let's just all take one step back and not say so much.
All right?
Then we won't have to argue.
I really don't like it when we do.
My heart aches when I see people quarrelling.
I keep thinking, why?
I feel so disappointed.
Even though I'm not in the position to do so.

If so, then what does "United we stand, divided we fall" mean to each of you?

Seriously.

Where has the E5 spirit gone?

I just want all of us to have unity, and enjoy this year.
He's stressed, she's stressed.
We all are, they all are.
We all have our problems.
We're only human.
Think before you act.
Please.

I'm not a class leader.
I'm not a teacher.
Nor am I a great person. I'm just a part of the class

I really dont want this year to be trashed.
I really loved it when we did our stuff last year.
The feeling of the togetherness as a class was really there.
I must say, the camp was all right too.

We do particularly well at those situations, but can't we apply them to our everyday life?
Be united all right?
That's our trademark. (:
Keep the flame alive.


I believe that our leaders never wanted to scold us, so let's just listen to them okay?
Being one is never easy.
Especially when you want them to just zip up and sit quietly.
I've been there before.
Seriously, especially this year, it's harder.
Whaddya expect?
5 leaders to 36 rebellious teenagers.
It's not easy okay.
Let's just jolly well listen to them.

People, please, cooperate can? -.-

Done..
-sigh-
I feel so drained after today's scolding.
I just don't understand why there are some black sheep within this class.
-slaps head-
I realised that a lot of us just talk without thinking.
We should be more rational, yeah?

I'm not taking sides.

I'm just stating the facts.

Ha.
And I feel more pressure coming from the direction of Choir.
Tmr is Achievement Day DEYYYY.
And SYF is in 2 weeks plus?!
-shakes head-
Rehearsal ytd was all right too.
But keep going sharp, don't know for WHAT.
Damn, gotta keep the "think low" thing inside my head.
Some of us really got ultra sharppp. :B
Think lowwwww.
Yeah, that's the pressure.
Of course, that's uncomparable to the seniors.
Then, I feel disappointment to the class.

Yeah, that's all.
Relax peepo!

I.Dont.KNOW.

I realise I dont know what I want nowadays.

What am I living for?

Life is so hectic, but it's like, stretchy and monotonous.

Where's my direction?

Where's my beliefs?

Where's my confidence?

Where did I go? (O,O)

Right.
Dang.
I don't know what I'm feeling. -.-
They say that people who are in depression have no emotions. O.O
That's the difference between stress and depression.
What am I talking about.. -.-
Nevermind.
Gibberish session.
Anyway.
Went to paint the classroom yesterday.
Fun yaw! (:
Purple rocks!

But I find the blue nicer.

It makes the classroom radiate calmness.

*breathes deeeeeeeeeeply*

Continued a lil today, during lunch and aft Choir.

Almost everything's done, but apparently, there's not enough paint.
RIGHT. ._.
But really, the class looks nicer, more mellow, in a sense. :)

CHOIR
Woo.
Sectionals started off weeeeeeell!
Even though we sounded dead.
Sorry, but even I feel emotionless.
But hey, it got better! :D

I feel like singing my heart out now.

But I cant.
Coz it's almost midnight.
Sweet-nimbleits. ._.
Anyway.
Combine was well too! (For the girls)
WOO!

My mum said my voice is nice to listen to if I sing certain songs. :DD
Dunno why I'm super hyped ah.

Aft choir, went to help.
Home-ed.
Did lit hw halfway (ugh), then doodled on a pieve of paper.
Wrote some quotes I used to/want to/do live by.

Nina needs a balance in like.
A time for relection.
Perception.
Some people assume way tooooooooo much.
The contradiction of life.
Life ALWAYS brings us back to square one..

Yeah.
I knw, Sabrina, it's random.
AGAIN. -.-
Anyway.
I gtg.
My dad wants to catch some Zzzzs.
Nites!

Life sucks.

有时候，心里没有了任何寄托，做错事总在为自己找借口，

也许该来的总会来，该走得总会走。

在生命的轮回里，一切都是我们的过客只要来过，

拥有过，真正的感悟过，就让我们轻轻走...过。

Right, I know I'm being racist.

Basically.

It just explains that people miss the chances of love so easily.

Things that are yours, are yours.

Things that aren't, will never be yours.

Stress?

I SHOULD JUST WHACK MYSELF.

I am so irritated with myself.

Ugh. Ugh. Ugh. Ugh. Ugh. Ugh. Ugh. Ugh. Ugh. UGH.
UGH!

I am so irritating.
Fine.
I should stop ranting alr.
Yesyes.
History was very funny today.
Xaiver screamed like a girl.
Except Jin Hui did it too afterwards and it was MORE like a girl.
Yeesh.
For once, I actually liked Lit lessons.
LOL.
But then again.
Mr Yong is a SEXIST I tell you.
Damn it.
Piish.
Then Art.
Ms Chia didnt come.
Apparently, she alr assigned us some work.
Oh well.
Then there was WW3.
Mainly it was just Fifi and Sha arguing.
Well. =.=
Aft recess, was English.
I feel Mr Cheak's lessons are much more intersting than before. :D
Yeahyeah.
More debating! ;D
Then Maths.
UGH.
IDONTWANNATALKABOUTIT.
Aft tht was science.
Whoa.
A WHOLE LOTTA stuffs to memorise and learn.
Ugh.
I'm so gna work HARDER.
I MUST.

CHOIR
Whoa.
Learnt the last part of 夏.
The beat is like VERY fast man.
I'm getting toungue twisters alr. :B
Oh well.
But the song sounds better alr.
Turned out we didn't have the audition.
Well, YET.
Ms Ong says tht the audition is postponed to March.
Then she's gna let everyone go for SYF first.
Then aft the audition, she'll see again.
Fair enough aye.
Oh well.

When I stopped to think just now, I really feel the exhaustion caving in on me.

-sigh-

I asked Wip how she could handle somany things.

Found out I am abnormal.

Jeez.

I really admire her spirit. (:

Ugh.
After ranting, I still feel irritated with myself.
Ugh ,ugh, ugh.
(Breathes deeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeply)

Anyway.
Lemme share some crap jokes to you guys.
*Credits to Sabrina*

S : What did the monkey say to Nina?
N : (If I'm not wrong..) POTATOES?
S : YESSSSSSS!

Oh well.
Sabrina and her obsession with pototoes.. T.T

Qtn from Sabrina.

S : What did Sabrina say to Nina?
S : BANANAS!
N: Why?
S: I have no idea.

*Both start laughing like mad*
So Sabrina-ish and Nina-ish.
But thinking over.
It's just Sabrina. XD
Hahahah.

Found out that I might want to be a Vet.
And.
Now.
I have an obsession.
WITH RABBITS!
I couldnt forget the one I saw at Marine Parade.
And the one I saw ytd at Pet Lovers Centre.
-sigh-
That one was REALLY cute man.
It was grey, and it's hair was finely groomed!
So short and cute!
Make him/her look puffed up.
Like veh chubby.
Awwww.
SO CUTE! ;D

Anyway.
I want to go and smack myself alr.
XD No lah.
Go sleep alr.
Buhbye!

A teacher affects eternity; he can never tell where his influences stop.

——Henry Adams.

I think I might just be a Teacher.

But it was still a bad day.