졸업

After 3 years of turmoil..
I am finally done with poly!!!

Tadaa here's a shot with the diploma and grad robe!

Featuring the family :D We look like we're shooting a commercial for Darlie or something LOL?

Anyway.

YAS IT'S FINALLY OVER.

In all honesty, I'm not too sure if I want to be happy about graduating lol.

On one hand, I'm happy that I don't have to deal with some of the people that I know. Tbh I already felt detached during the last semester and even more detached during intern.

I really hate saying this, but I really don't fit in anywhere lol. I guess, it's my fault somehow?

I realise that people who know me in poly and from secondary school would have totally different impressions of me. In poly, I seem to act even more like a bitch? Lol, i'm really not like that. Not saying that I'm an angel or whatever, but I really don't have the energy for that kind of drama.

Then again, there's always people who will judge you first, so... there really isn't any difference.

I dont want to graduate because as of now I don't think I'm ready to face the world. And I am also sick of people asking me what are my future plans.

The usual stereotype is to go to a University.

The moment I say, "I'm prolly going to work first." People are like, "Aren't you going to try for a Uni?"

In the first place, I'm embarrassed to say this (and i do regret it lol) that my results really aren't good, so I won't be able to make it even in to uni.

Most of my friends are entering uni.

It's a lie if I said I wasn't pressured. I am.

I'm not stressed about entering uni.I feel pressured because I feel like I have to conform to everyone's stereotypes. Just because I'm not going to uni it means I don't know what to do with my life? Bullshit.

Excuse me, but I know what I want. (Believe it or not, people are going to judge me again.)

I want to be an Artiste Manager.

No, it's not because of kpop. While that makes up 5% of the reason why, I've wanted to pursue something in this line for a very long time.

I've been musically influenced by my parents since I was young since they had worked in a record company before, I was in the choir for 4 years, and an a ca pella group for around 2 years.
Is it still surprising after knowing this?

I am fully aware that this isn't going to be a job that pays well. And I'm prepared. Reason being, I'm not after money in the first place.

Ever since I was young, I vowed to myself to find a job that I like and not something because of money.

Last year, I read a book called Unleash Your Dreams, written by Michael E. Silverman. Basically it's a motivational book. Though I didn't manage to read it thoroughly, I managed to sift through some insightful parts.

"Success is not the key to happiness. Happiness is the key to success. If you love what you're doing, you'll be successful."

I totally agree. I cannot imagine myself doing something I hate just because I need to pay the bills. I know I won't be able to last long in that case.

I guess it's safe to say that this book really did manage to put some confidence in me because I became even clearer of what I want.

But, as life is, there are always obstacles.

I understand my parents, I really do. But I hate that they say they support me but passively try to dissuade me at the same time. I feel betrayed. You said you believe in me, but you don't even trust me.

As mentioned earlier on, many of my friends are entering uni. Seeing that I'm not applying for any, I guess my mum is nervous? I'm pretty aware of what I'm doing, but sometimes her distrust makes me doubt myself.

I always mention that taking up triple science in sec 3 was my biggest regret. After reading the book, I discovered why I always didn't do well. I ended up taking triple science because it was what I should have taken since I was eligible. I tried to fool myself into thinking that I would be able to cope whatever would be coming. I was of course, wrong. So, very wrong. At that juncture, I had already decided to go to a poly, but I still chose triple science. Right now, you ought to think I was a fool. I was.

In any case, I don't want to make a second mistake. This time, it involves money. University fees are no joke. Even if I use my parent's cpf, I would eventually still have to pay back; interest included. I don't want to take something for the sake of getting a degree. I know my style of studying. You can say that I'm very selective. I will study for the things I like. Who wouldn't? I want to take something that I won't get sick of even if it's studying for a test.

As of right now, I have a few choices. I actually considered Laselle College of Arts. They have the degree course that I want, but the fees are.. out of my league. So that's a no.

The other choice is to work, and then study abroad. I wanted to use this option now, but yet again, I have limited finances. I do plan to go Korea to study since I wish to work in that field, so it would be in a relevant context. The tuition fees there are slightly cheaper, but I would require a visa and guarantor.

All this thinking is giving me a headache lol. But in any case, I'm pretty sure of the second option for now, unless another path opens up for me.

I know I shouldn't let people's opinions get to me, but I really hate knowing that they feel I don't know what to do with my life? Ironically, I feel that I'm clearer than they'll ever be lol.

I swear, if anyone is going to ask me again about my future, please listen to this song.



Seriously, these songs expresses my feelings exactly right now.

time travel.

It just seemed like yesterday that I was just entering AISS.

And now, I'm going on to Sec 4.

Oh gosh.

It seems like yesterday, that I was still typing in SMS language, and using a hell lot of full-stops.

LOL.

I can't stand that time is moving so fast.

It's like sand, slipping through my fingers.

Especially this year.

This year has been really filled with fun.

Jan: Starting out in a new class

Feb: CNY

March: CIP @ St Luke's

April: Achievement Day

May: Andrea Boccelli's Concert, Exams, NYJC Choir Concert

June: Sports day @ Bedok Resevoir, STP, Planning Choir Camp, Choir Camp, Being in comm

July: Talent time

Sept: Teachers' Day

Oct: Exams, Birthday Celebration

Nov: Dropping Physics, Preparation of Cantare 3, Lots of scoldings

Dec: Cantare 3, Post Cantare 3 celebration (& more...)

So much has happened.

What's even fresh in my mind, is the preparation for Cantare 3, as well as after it.

This year has been a really Choir-filled year uh.

I've gotten really bonded with my sec 3 choirmates.

And I LOVE THEM TO BITS.

Not forgetting, the choir committee!

:D

It has been epic-ly fun bonding with you guys.

Especially with Fadhilah.

Ribena uh. ^^

How I wish this year will not end.

But it is not to be.

The clock continues ticking, water continues dripping, life goes on.

Ha..

Next year.

Donuts.

" O " levels.

Get it?

Hahaha.

And, SYF.

Hais.

Gonna be busy like shit.

And then Graduation.

Ugh.

I hope more good things happen.

And that I'll be happier.

I guess, for now I'll just relieve the good times.

Meanwhile, I'll create more memories.

;)

total eclipse of a heart

Hey guys.

So, my birthday came and went.

I'd love to upload the pictures, but nah.

I'm too lazy, sorry :B

But anyway, it's the best birthday I've EVER had.

I've these lovely people to thank for planning it:

Limin

Priya

Linda

Ruiwen

Xin Peng

Ermanda

Jin Kheng

Not forgetting, the RAINBOW BOYS , consisting of:

AJ

Philemon

Jia Heng

Benjamin

Yuwah

Azfar

And of course, the many wonderful people who gave me sweet wishes and presents.

There's too much to name, but I'll credit you guys when I DO post the pictures ya. :)

:D

These few days has proven that I had too much time on my hands.

Which in turn also means, I have too much time to think.

So yes.

I've been thinking about many many things.

Some sad, some happy.

To be more exact, I was thinking a lot of the past 2 years.

As they say, you win some, lose some.

Very appropriate indeed.

Many of the incidents cause me to think over the loopholes: thinking,

why it happened

what I could've done

what could have been

Of course, my mind often ends up a whirl.

Perhaps, you may say, why bother thinking about it, if it leaves you broken and battered?

But really, its hard to keep my mind off from thinking too much.

Ha, I can only blame myself for having too rich an imagination.

Even so, there has been too many unanswered questions.

Sadly.

Even as I've made up my mind to douse those thoughts, I can't help it if it haunts me.

It haunts me.

And often it leaves a scar.

Or rather, a tattoo.

Permanent and painful.

Sometimes, I wish I'd never met you,

I would spare myself so much pain.

Anyway, that aside, I'm here to do some promotion. ;)

The Ahmad Ibrahim Secondary Choir is presenting...

Cantare III

3rd December 2010, Friday

7.30pm

The Republic Cultural Centre Studio @ Republic Polytecnic

$12

We'll be singing many songs, including

I Gotta Feeling

Mamma Mia

Dancing Queen

& many more :)

Do support us!

Anyone interested please,

leave a tag or

sms me or

IM me.

Your support is much appreciated! :)

Thanks! :DD

Once upon a time,

I was falling in love.

Now,

I'm only falling apart.

Ranting

I just want to get this off my chest.

Sometimes, it's just so dang hard to communicate.

Sometimes, when I talk, I will like I'm talking to the walls.

Its like the choice to ignore just blocks every single thing.

I feel so isolated.

Have you ever got this feeling, of knowing what you're talking about, and yet, your comments go unheard at all?

I have.

Maybe to some of you, I'm just so serious.

Maybe to some of you, I'm just that gullible.

Maybe to some of you, I'm just the one who knows-it-all.

Maybe to some of you, I'm just the one who likes to emo in one corner.

Maybe to some of you, I'm just one who keeps quiet all the time.

Has it ever occurred to any of you that ever thought any of those above WHY I'd be like that?

I'm serious?

I just want work to be done, properly and quickly.

I'm gullible?

I choose to believe wholeheartedly without doubt.

And yet I get cheated anyway.

I guess that's been an advantage to you for too long eh.

I'm the know-it-all?
Are you kidding me.

I choose to strive for perfection, but I'm still not perfect nonetheless.

I emo in a corner?
Who's talking now.

I dont literally sit in a corner, you know.

I keep quiet?

I'm just having those thoughtful moments.

Yes, maybe that's why I keep quiet too.

Everything about me that I've just mentioned seems like it's a disadvantage to MY OWN SELF.

Aint it funny?

I've heard about self preservation above all, but this?

I must be crazy.

NO, I take that back.

I AM crazy.

But still, I choose the pain above the happiness.

Maybe that's why one of the pretty accurate quizzes I in facebook said I prevent myself from being happy.

I've tried to change this part of me, but it seems I cant.

...

Yes.

I'm done.

Been holding that back for quiet awhile.

2years, I guess.

:/

P/s : Hey, this is not a direct hit to ANYONE, not insulting anyone as well.

I'm just expressing what I felt.

I'm not angry at anyone as well.

I'm angry at myself for being so dang stupid.

I think this is how I always land myself into deep shit.

But even so, having said all this.

I know my heart, and it will never change.

-.-

Why does someone like me exist anyway.

Crap, i ended up continueing anyway.

OKAY.

ENOUGH OF THIS CRAP.

***

I happened to watch The Notebook before Wip's concert and Lakehouse after Wip's concert last week.

Nice man.

I didnt see the beginnings, but I DID see the endings.

Oh well.

Both of them are NICE :D

It's worth watching them, even my dad says so LOL.

Though, er, I ended up crying a lot for both.

:x

Today, I was reading the Chinese book I borrowed for my book review.

This, is the very first time, I've cried while reading a CHEENA book.

It's damn touching lor.

The title's Letter from Heaven, or rather, 天堂来信.

(Y)
But, really saddening.

These love stories, they just want to make me cry only.

Or am I just over sensitive?

Fly with the wind

I like dandelions, dont you?

I like how it flies so lightly with the breeze.

So carefree..

Hey people.

Yessssss, I'm finally posting.

Heheh.

So much has happened.

Let's start from last week. :)

Saturday

NYJC Choir @ VCH.

Wooooooo !

I LOVE the guy acting as the Beast's voice man :D

Very round tone :D

Also, I enjoyed crapping with whoever was there.

Esp Yeechin aye ;)

Hahaha.

Wednesday

Heats for Dragonboating.

HEYHEY, dragonboating is FUN :D

Tiring, but fun nonetheless.

:)

Yupyup.

Although, I have no inkling why the school wants to put the sports carnival at such a FAR place.

._.

Transport so confusing some more.

Tsktsk.

But anyway.

We barely made into finals LOL.

5th.

Lucky though.

Thursday

Actual Sports Day.

Woke up pretty early..

Had muscle ache from previous day.

:/

Besides, my thumb is a bit swollen.

Probably jammed my hand too hard to the paddle.

Hahahah.

Got worse after the competition LOL.

Anyway.

Reached there pretty early.

Our class became pinkies LOL.

Pretty easy to spot. ;D

Yups, then sec 4s started their races first.

Was discussing strategy LOL.

Then was our turn to roll. :)

And...

We got 2nd :D

Woots, GREAT JOB PEOPLE. :DDDD

Then had 2 Golds for Kayaking.

YAY :))

In happiness, AJ, who was sitting in front of me, splashed water in my face.

LOL ;)

So, ended up VERY VERY wet.

Heng got bring extra cloths :)

Anyway, we werent given time to change, so had to run while being wet.

:/

The run was just really very long.

._. Though amazingly, I still got a position for X-country.

Better than last year.

^^

Hehehe.

Lunched with Yuwen, Xueqi, Hanyi, Joan, Madeleine, Xavier, Wilson, Hazzry and Jeremy.

Was really tired though.

Then bused home around 3+.

So damn hot lah please.

=.=

Yuwen and I wanted to sleep in the bus, but we ended up sweating, so ended up not sleeping much anyway.

Was touchy when I woke though.

HOT.

Then walked home.

Today

PTM!

When I left the house, my parents were asking me if they should go or not.

LOL.

I told them to make a choice themselves, then ring me when they've come to a decision.

So went to school anyway.

Couldn't take my result slip first anyway. ._.

After that, my dad FINALLY told me to meet them somewhere else.

Took result slip back.

FINALLY.

I just realised something.

I DID PASS PHYSICS OVERALL.

50 MAN !

YESSAH. :DDDDDDDDD !

So far, mustmustmust buck up on Physics the most.

Then the rest must keep consistent. :/

Quite okay with my results, except for Physics of course.

._.

Anyway, went Chong Pang after PTM.

Went home early, since I wasnt feeling well.

Yup.

That's about all.

Toodles.

Tag Replies !

W : Yeah man..

Yuwen : Hey darling :)

Honesty is honestly the hardest thing for me right now.

You taught me how to lie.

Because, it's easier than telling the truth.

Lesson learnt.

Hello peopleeeeee. :)
Yes!
I survived Term 1.
And I'm dying already.
I dont know how I'm gonna continue this.
My usually high spirit cant hold on much longer aye..
I'm in the mood of posting, but I dont know what to say.
Hmm.

I shall learn to be random . :)
- Crappp. Acheivement day is coming soon. 9 April!!!
- NO MORE TESTS FOR THIS WEEK ! :D
- I am getting more breathless easily these days.
- I heart singing ALOT.
- I am a Soprano 1 / Soprano 2 / Alto 1.
( I dont actually know which exactly am I..)
- I play the guitar.
- I aspire to sing well.
- I LOVE Purple. ^^
- I want to see ALICE IN WONDERLAND ! :)
- I love and miss 2e5 o9.
- I am referred to many as a loanshark. ._.
- I am tired.
- I want a new phone.
- I want that Samsung JET.
- 20 more days till my phone contract ends ! ;) *hint hint*
- Often compared to a cat. :)
- I love cats. They're the cutest things. :D
- I dont like small dogs. They're irritating.
- 8 months and 26 days till CANTARE III !
- 55 more days to the first paper.
- I WANT/NEED to score in PHYSICS and BIOLOGY.

Oh well.
I dont know how much more random I can be, hohoho.
You KNOW HAR!
Heheh.
Yesterday, had THREE tests in a row.
Vocab test, Physics and SS.
Freakyyyyy.
Vocab still okay.
The physics ah..
AHHHHHHHHHHHH.
There were like, 2 main questions that had me STUMPED.
I think I'll fail.
Crap.
Then SS.
Ms Ong hor...
Damn scary.
After greeting us, STRAIGHT AWAY, she said: Okay, 3e4, take out your foolscap and get ready for your test.
OMGGGGGG !
There and then, my mind was full of PHYSICS.
Bad headache mannnnnnn.
We were groaning, and Ms Ong said: Aiyah, THIS, is the life of a student.
Yeah right.
SIAN LOR.
-.-

TODAYYY
Oohh, I love Fridays.
Especially when there's no test AT ALL.
Yeah mannnnnn.
^^
After school, went to make crappy picos with gang.
Walked around, found joy.
Hehehs.
Choir
Oh well.
No comments.
*sigh*
The sec 1s are so lucky man.
They have a chance to perform for Achievement day at SEC ONE LEVEL !
When it was 2 years ago (hohoho :D) , Ms Ong didnt let us go for Achievement day, SADLY.
But then again, there was PARCELS.
Ahhhhh, those were the times. ):
Anywayyyyy.
Seems there's OLE 1 and 2 next week.
2 years ago, it was the sec 2 and 3s going for OLE.
This time, its the lower sec.
Shit.
I need to stop saying 2 years ago.
I feel so outdated already.
Right.
ON WITH LIFE.
Yes, yes.
Ah, new position.
Suddenly realised I cant hear myself.
Damn.
At least I'm standing with jie and Amanda. :D
YESSAH.
So happy. :)

NOW
Hmms.
I have some vids yeah.
Nice songs.
Coz I dont know what to write le.
XD
Yeshyesh.


One of Us ; Joan Osborne

Lesson Learnt ; Alicia Keys Feat John Mayer

Tag replies !
Wilson: LOL, like so 不甘愿. -.-
Yuwen: Tsk tsk tsk ! Scary mannnn.
Xueqi: DA JIE :) Hahaha, yeahhhhhhh, I WANT TO SEEEEE ~
W: Tata wum. Love ya yeah. Takecare. Waitaminute.. Numb...? O.o
Wilson: -.-

I think.
I'm getting sick soon.
Damnnnnnn.
Ah.
I shall rest now.
Nightyyy.
Bytheway, enjoy the songs yeah. ;)

It's not doing either of us good.

Hey people.
Today's Fridayyyy ~
Let's start from...
Monday?
Whoa.
I forgot what happen liao.
Ach.
Nevermind.
OH YEAH.
No Choir.
Day off.
^^

Tuesday
Had Cardmaking and Korean class. :D
Woots.
Amanda got go ! :D
Hahhaah.
Wayne thinks that I've got a korean accent.
Ha, like real.
Anyway.
Had to learn a passage of words.
Which is, a mouthful.
Bleah.
Class ended late, so went home late.

Wednesday
Had Choir.
Practiced Christmas songs. :))

Thursday
Stayed home.

Today
Had Choir.
Good job to altos yeah. :)
Sops, JIAYOU, you guys can do it too. :)
SMILEEEEE ~
Hmm.
Other than that..
Nothing le.
Bleah.

I'm suddenly in the mood to write an essay.
HAHA.
Just kidding.
I thought about many many things today.
Hmm.
So much, that I was able to cough out 2 and a HALF song.
Hehe, unfinished.
:B
Bleah.
Oh well.
I dont know what to write le.
HEHE.
Shall end with 2 quotes then.

In the end, we will remember not the words of our enemies, but the silence of our friends.

- Martin Luther King, Jr.

Nothing in the world is more dangerous than sincere ignorance and consciencious stupidity.

- Martin Luther King, Jr.

Tag replies !
(13.12)
Yuwen : Hahaha! :D
(14.12)
Sabrina : Hahaha ! Hello.
Amanda : Isnt Takashimaya in Ngee Ann City? o.o
Yuwen : Not same meh. o.o
Amanda : Hahahaha. :)
Yuwen : Yo twin! :)) Okay. You too. <33
(15.12)
Xueqi : :D:D
(16.12)
Sabrina : *meditates*
(17.12)
Wilson : Because I wanted it to rain. :)
Sabrina : Hello Sabrina. :))

Ciao, people.
:)

SCH performance ! :)

Yo people. :)
Hmm, let's reverse the time a bit, shall we? :)

Thursday
Had make-up tuition as our perf was on Sat, so we couldn't make it.
Class started then, er, it almost became a battlefield.
It was almost like Boys VS Girls or, Xuan Ye VS Yuwen.
LOL.
As Wayne would say, 八字不合 .
Heheh.
Anyway.
When class ended, Wip was in the living room.
The friend she wanted to meet wasnt there, so we left together.
Needed to go Northpoint to get some stuff, so she follwed us.
Chit-chatted along the way.
Home-d soon after.

Friday
Choir prac as usual.
Though, it ended later then usual.
Saturday was, after all, our performance.
But it was particularly easy to get thristy..
Anyway, I was drinking water like nobody's business.
Hehe.

Saturday
Performance day !! :D
Went to sch at around 1plus, as Sops were supposed to reach at 2.
Practised like nobody's business.
:D
Somemore at the staircase there, love the effect.
WOOTS. :))
Then boarded the bus, off to SCH.
Sang on the bus too. :)
Just enough time to finish the WHOLE flow of songs.
;)
Reached SCH, then went holding room.
Not after, did rehearsals.
After 1 hour plus of rehearsals, went back to the holding room to rest awhile.
Even in the holding room, we could hear the Cresent Girls' Choir.
I must say, they're high notes are pretty good.
:)
Before we knew it, it was time to perform ! :)
Overall, my dad said AIChoir was okay, but during Mamma Mia, It was a bit rushed.
Other than that..
We DID improve.
But still, we cannot be complacent !
We must add oil, and work harder for the next performance yea!
Oh yeah.
PROMOTION TIME ! :)

AI Choir is performing on the 22 December.

We'll be performing Christmas carols at : Ngee Ann City.

On 22/12/09 at 9pm.

I know it's pretty late, but do come down and support us if you can yeah!

Thanks! :]

So yeah.
Come support us ! :))

Today
Yesterday, I couldn't sleep, so I only slept at 2AM.
Then I was forced to wake up at 10.30am.
Bleah.
Watched alot of TV.
Then just now, I saw Twilight again.
*fake scream*
Hahah.
Hey, at least it beats to seeing on youtube yeah.
Watching Twilight just got me thinking about Edward's CHARACTER (mind you, not Robert Pattison!!) .
I really really like his character.
Oh well.
Then back to reality, here I am, using the com.
Woot.
What an unfruitful day.
Hah.
Tmr must do hw. :))
Yeah.
That's all for now yeah.
Tata ~

Tag Replies !
Sabrina: LOL, It IS Christmas after all. :))
ELMO: Too bad. I like Sylvia's voice. LOL.
Sabrina: Yeaaaaa, good times, weren't they.. :)

Thought of the day ;

Practice self-control.

Some thoughts I have..

You should've said no, you should've gone home.

Shoulda thought twice 'fore you let it all go.

- Shoulda Said No ; Taylor Swift

Results —— gulp.

Hello people ,

Ouhyeah.
I likeeeee this pico. :)
Ain't it cool, if you can walk like that aimlessly in a meadow like this?
So carefree, no end to anything.
And the first thing I'd do, is lie in that meadow.
:)
Yeah.
So.

Todayyyy.
Hmm.
Basically, nothing constructive.
HEHE.
I ended up reading Eclipse.
(again. o.o)
Hahah.
Right now, I am so freaking tempted to watch New Moon.
I did my homework - I reread the book (again) .
Hahah.
And yes, that just made me more curious on how the movie would turn out.
:D
Seems Dakota Fanning's taking the role of Jane.
Scary looking, she is. o.o
Yessssss.
So anyway.
Was " Quote - hunting " just now.
Interesting choice of words, i know. :p
Yeahh.
Gosh, I found LOTS of fantastic ones.
Hmm.
For example.

Many people will walk in and out of your life, but only true friends will leave footprints in your heart.
- Eleanor Roosevelt

Silence holds many words.
- Lindsey Knepp

Only do what your heart tells you.
- Princess Diana

The only difference between a flower and a weed is ...
Judgement.
- Anonymus

Stay is a charming word in a friends's vocabulary.
- Louisa May Alcott

In the end, we will remember not the words of our enemies, but the silence of our friends.
- Martin Luther King, Jr.

Lying is done with words, and also with silence.
- Adrienne Rich

Hahah, that's about all.
Oh shucks.
Tmr.
Get results back.
Crap.
I'm getting the nerves.
-.-
Kayyyyyy.
*starts to chant : it'll be okay*
Yesssss.
Hmm.
I keep having stomachaches recently.
Maybe, butterflies ? o.o
Kay then, that's all.
Buhbye ~

Note to self : Forget.

No. I never wanted it.

Hello people. :)
Heyy, see the picture on top ?
Nice right. (:
I love sunsets or sunrises.
Though, I think this would be a sunset.
I'd want to go to a beach to see a sunset, if possible. :)
It'll be LOVELY man.
:D

Todayyyy
YAY.
Choir starts ! :D
Woohoo mannnn !
Yeahhh, I love it when choir goes in to full force.
It's really encouraging.
THOUGH, there are still issues that are yet to be settled.
Balances with the priorities aye.
Ummm.
This time.
Even Ms Ong says it's the WORST holiday schedule ever.
It spans from October TO December.
Last time, it stops when December starts.
o.o
But I think, at the end of it, it's worth the while.
Ohamgee.
I just realised something.
There's practice on PTM. ._.
Bleahhhhh.
Oh well.
Sad.
Still, it feels good to be singing together again. :D
Hmm.
And it seems that the concert next year is postponed till the end of the year.
Humph.
Oh well.
At least there's still a concert. :))
Yeahhh.
It just makes me think of Cantare II.
Awws.

Ah yes.
Special thanks to people who were listening to be a ranting Nina.
AHEHE.
Thanks YT, Yuwen and Nicole. :))
And thanks to Elmo too.
And Elmo, take things easy yeah. Who cares about that person.
Must dont care, dont know, and dont bother. :D

I never wanted it.

Dedicated to someone. :)

Hello. :)
Yessss.
I'll just make this really subtle.
:))

Never Say Never ; The Fray

There's some things we dont talk about

Rather do without

And just hold the smile

Falling in and out of love

Ashamed and proud of

Together all the while

You can never say never

Why we dont know when

Time and time again

Younger now than we were before

Dont let me go

Dont let me go

Dont let me go

Dont let me go

(x2)

Picture you're the queen of everything

As far as the eye can see

Under your command

I will be your guardian

When all is crumbling

Steady your hand

You can never say never

Why we dont know when

Time, time and time again

Younger now than we were before

Dont let me go

Dont let me go

Dont let me go

(x2)

We're pulling apart and coming together again and again

We're growing apart but we pull it together

Pull it together, together again

Dont let me go

Dont let me go

Dont let me go

(x4)

I'm surprised.

I thought you'd be creeped out.

Honestly, the lyrics ARE soapy.

And see, even the song says You can Never say Never. :))

Yeah.
That someone should know why eh.
:)
Yesh.
So yeah, changed part of my blogskin.
Ahehe, if you noticed, I changed the sorta like, theme of it. :]
Yeah, and I changed most of the songs.
Did some reshuffling here and there. :)
Woo.
Yeah, after tuition today, went out for dinner.
Went checkpoint.
HEHE.
Ya know, I was so freaking tempted to buy clothes !
*gritts teeth*
Bah.
Esp what I saw at the bus interchange today.
PURPLEEEEE.
Bleah.
Andand, I set my eyes on Cotton On liao.
Bah.
Must save $$ like siao le. :B
Yeah.
Anyway.
Song timeeee ~ :))
Yeahyeah.

Elliott Yamin ; Can't Keep Loving You
Real niceeeeeee. :)
Justin Bieber ; One Time
The guy's cute. ;)
Kristinia Debarge ; Future Love
I lovelove the beat uhh. :))
Disney Friends For Change ; Send It On
I like the lyrics.

Doneeeeee. :]
Enjoy eh.
All the above songs can be found in my playlist. :D
Okay, that's all for now.
Tataa.

Tag replies !
Xueqi : 大姐 ! :p Hahahs, yeapyeap. Who's cunxi HAR. Good luck for EOYs too! :)) Loves.
Yuwen : 二姐 ! ;) Yeahhhh, I know. I okay le. :) You too kay! :] Loves.
Sam : -.- Right. Not telling. :p
YT : 妈 ~ Life is always unfair. It's only fairer than death. :)

Oh.
I just realised my whole family just tagged. :p

Here we go go, Here we go again.